What can I say? Am I wrong ??? haven't I done my best ???? or I'm envied???? Any way >>> before the exam about 1/4 hour ; I got through a very very very tough state , ((poisining)) what is the cause o… where did it come from ??? I don't know !!! all I know that my soul was trying to get out my nose but no hope with that … vomiting, feeling sick is what I was feeling today mooring and till now …mybe it's the stress !!!
I don't have that spirit any more !!! I don't feel that energy !!! I 'm not feeling my love to life !!!! I can't hear or talk or behave as I used to .. I'm not (SSSS) … I'm not myself … every thing now is equal to me : life =death , success = failure , love = detesting , and what the difference BTW ??!!
Is it normal feeling … or I need to pay a psychologist a visit ?:D ( I'm not laughing BTW)