wondering # 4

Mr. Ghandi , Have you forgotten your heart ?

Wonderning ? #3

Who is The most authoritarian, the western man who sits in the back seat in a cab , or the mid eastern man who sits in front seat ?  taking in consideration sitting backward means authentication  ,and setting forward means leadership.

Despair ! no no

What I'm seeing  in  the hospital is crushing  of feelings ,i wonder if i can get over it or NOT .. If i can  continue having hope or the disaster of despair is coming to reach me as well  !  I still remember that  woman moaning for his dead father whose soul's just left earth   , and that scream of  old women shouting of ketoacidosis !

I still remember that little girl looking at me , I can't  explain what was her look for .. but every time I recall it I become one step to cry !

I remember those astray  looks , those desperate feelings .. those tears !

Yesterday there was a bomb at nabi- Younis ( a neighborhood and an old souq in Mosul , site of the famous Jame3 (nabi younis ) ... 7 humans have been killed  !

I don't care who they are , what is  their religion and and nationality ! all I care about they are human beings and blood has been shed ! … woman has been widowed child has been orphan and a man has been killed !!

Next week – Tuesday is my final clinical exam in medicine , please pray for me to have a brilliant result !

Whcih is worst?

to live as a monster or to die like a good man?

Wondering?

 Have you ever have this feeling , when your hand become ex termly  stained  ,so when you come to clean it , you can hear the sound of water gets the molecules down?