What I have done?!
where the hell am I now?!
who is beside me and who is against me ?
I'm lost again!
was a sleep for that along while and "awakned" from time to time by some way or another! by somebody or another ! dealing with all as the same , no hate in my heart and I take everything by innocence !
Oh, God !!! what I have done to make me deal with such people! God, If this is a test I will be patient coz I believe in your mercy !
God ,please forgive me ! please guide me!
These few days life has welcomed me and opened her wide gate , I don't know if I'm ready to see her ugly face ,,, but I'll face it sooner or later ! my innocence will end today or tomorrow! I'm gonna grow up this minute or the next !
I used to say I will never change , I will be as my dad and mom have brought me up ! but I just can't ! my pure heart has no place among these black ones…. Oh , I can't imagine how I was a fool ! yes, innocent one is a fool with privilege !!!!!
I can consider this year as a test for me , and I wonder If i even can pass this test without failure !!!!
If you weren't a wolf , wolfs gonna eat you ! … this is my motto now !
Guys forgive me … I'm changed from this second and forth! I can't say more ….
awww violet, i dont know what you mean by 'innocence' exactly, but sooner or later we will all have to face the evils of life, and struggle through them.
ReplyDeleteas long as your heart stays happy, don't worry too much about it.
Happy Eid, and lots of love. :)
Come on Dr. Violet, it can't be that bad. I agree that being innocent in today's world is not gonna get you far...but you can't just give up, neither can you call every heart out there black...theres still some pretty good people out there. You just have to find them :)
ReplyDeleteNot sure I understood everything you said in your blog...but you sound pretty stressed. Take it easy, relax and remember: Life won't stop. You just have to learn to move on.
Eid mubarak :)
- BP
Dear Dr. Viola,
ReplyDeleteI wish you a very happy Eid Al Adha that will bring peace & blissful happiness to you.
An Iraqi Salam,
Khalid