Friday, November 27, 2009
Good morning Miss pure heart!
What I have done?!
where the hell am I now?!
who is beside me and who is against me ?
I'm lost again!
was a sleep for that along while and "awakned" from time to time by some way or another! by somebody or another ! dealing with all as the same , no hate in my heart and I take everything by innocence !
Oh, God !!! what I have done to make me deal with such people! God, If this is a test I will be patient coz I believe in your mercy !
God ,please forgive me ! please guide me!
These few days life has welcomed me and opened her wide gate , I don't know if I'm ready to see her ugly face ,,, but I'll face it sooner or later ! my innocence will end today or tomorrow! I'm gonna grow up this minute or the next !
I used to say I will never change , I will be as my dad and mom have brought me up ! but I just can't ! my pure heart has no place among these black ones…. Oh , I can't imagine how I was a fool ! yes, innocent one is a fool with privilege !!!!!
I can consider this year as a test for me , and I wonder If i even can pass this test without failure !!!!
If you weren't a wolf , wolfs gonna eat you ! … this is my motto now !
Guys forgive me … I'm changed from this second and forth! I can't say more ….