One the way to College!

Every time I come here , it is a sign I have learned something!
Life amazes me again and again and again !
On The way we go to college , we listen to many songs almost all of them are very old and take me back to my childhood, we keep laughing and laughing !
Or I just keep my privacy and have a book to read ,sitting on the heading chair in the car ,  and bear  the driver's stories injected Obligatorily  into my ears !
Every time I listen to him , I see him as my little brother and not as my older one … I keep give him social advises how to deal with his fiancée , I see him as a child and always need help! He is very nice guy…
My college goes well these days , I love it and I love every thing in it in spite of the ugliness of these days !
I won't speak about checkpoints , broken roads , bumbs ! my heart has had enough of this !
And I won't speak this time about patients and hospitals , I've been tired a little bit!
It's only me and how my"MIND" has been grown up! I'm very happy with that !i see the things from different directions, I see beauty in every thing I see …
And I never get angry rapidly ! and this amazes me again in comparison with the hard tough days I've got through at the beginning of this year !
It's all Strauss , Mozart and some sweet guitar playing !
People , for a moment I  love life !
Prayers !

Beethoven

Before several days I was very sick with flu (except that flu which I have mentioned in my last post) , it was from very bad type – in Intestines, I spent that Thursday just being  in bed and taking medicines.. I was really in very bad condition …

After being in college for nearly a month , I have begun to get used to it . in spite of hating  to chemistry class. I used to like chemistry  in school ,but not at the level of physics I really loved and still love physics. Even in my private class last year the teacher of physics was very good man and that what had made me love physics more and more.

Do you believe it?! Someday he was asking a question no one at that time could answer it except me , hahaha , I answered it with a high spirit and said the answer with a high trust in self . he said to me " very good Violet, you will be someone special in the future", I became  very proud of myself at that time; firstly because he doesn't say such thing but rarely and secondly because it was really a smart question. My cheeks became really really really RED . even he noticed that on my face hahaha

In college I'm doing well I thank Allah , but I'm really confused and feeling so lost .. but if you want the truth I want to be so special and make myself proud of my self .

That doesn't mean I don't like or envy the smart students with me but my nature is to be special all my life. Even I started to make friends here. Some of girls here are very nice. Some of them from other cities  , it's a great thing to meet new people , right?.

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Since I'm very busy with my studies I 'm not listening  to my favorite music since a long time. I really miss the symphonies of Beethoven . I'm very fascinated with this man's mind. He was a deaf but he was at the same time the greatest musician at that time and till now , his symphonies drift  me   and  transfer me to another world. Especially the 9^th and the 7^th symphony, and please if  anyone know a web site where  downloads of  his symphonies are available  ; let me know it.

It has been a long time since the last time I watched  T.V. ; and  It has been more than a month since I watched my favorite T.V show "Prison Break "…. I miss it!!!

It was a great pleasure to me to write this post and get back to blogging ... so finally  please accept my regards ,

Miss Violet.