Injured Lulu !

Getting downstairs at 9:45 a.m. to eat something after hearing the birds of my stomach Pipping !
Tomorrow is my Bio-chemistry mid-year exam so I'm today in my disgusting manner….
While I was frying an egg , I heard lulu meowing in not distinguishable manner ! I thought she was hungry so I fed her what I see near me , bread and cheese (triangular-high quality rich with vitamin D and calcium):D

…. she didn't shut down , I got suspicious!


At 1:00 pm also got down stairs again to cook rice with maraca (I'll illustrate it in another post) ,
My little sister came home from school and told me while entering the kitchen's door , **** … hurry up lulu is injured !
I got outside to see what has happened , and saw her legs were injured badly with a disgusting bloody knee joints !
I hurried to get some antiseptic and cotton to sterilize the wound , wore cloves to touch her _freely_ and some medical sticks to keep the wound sterilized.
I faced difficulty in catching her coz she was hurting so much … I gently touch her and rub her with my cloves covered palms and she astonishingly deliver herself to my treatment .. so finally I put that sticks on her joints and she took them off licking the site of injury later .. I got inside to get a piece of meat and throw it to her to eat … I felt she was praying for me ! gosh what a nice feeling !
p.s … treating an animal is so difficult coz you can't tell it what to do by speaking .. as a result I saw it's better for me to give her a paracetamol to lessen her ache and hopefully that will help me to control her ! but anyway lulu was my first patient ! :)
Pray for her to get well soon and for me to do well tomorrow with my exams,please~
See ya!

The blind Mona Lisa

Have you ever imagine or ask yourself why Mona Lisa never stops smiling?! 
She smiles to everybody; never cares if the person before her good or bad. all she knows is following people and give them her charming smile ;whether they want to or not.
She is like a blind woman lives in heaven and thinks everybody with her in that heaven, never has any idea that among the people who pass through her; there are sad, poor, desperate ,hopeless, smile-less or even evil people!.
I don't know, but I see I'm like the Mona Lisa in some way or another ! it's like I live in imaginary world where there is no one lies on his friend , no one treats his brother , just love and peace . and don't want and body to get me out of it, in fact I forget the world is full of bad things and continue what I believe about my imaginary world as I'm crazy or something!
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Yesterday, was kind of interesting day to me, it was my first participation in elections. Curfew was imposed and we had to walk to the election center. It was complicated journey actually, but I saw the gang of my cat's(Lulu's) husband - I would never let her have a boyfriend :D- wandering in the streets, maybe he voted :D . everyone has the right to vote right?
I hope things are going to change for better here and everywhere in Iraq, it's time to live decently.
Today is my father's birthday , we visited our relatives for doing the same former "family stuff" and then went to buy him a gift. He telephoned us coz he got worried and we had to lie on him and said the roads are blocked :D –we wanted to make it a surprise – anyway we didn't lie, did we?:D  

Desperate Dreams

As a student who has finished her  high school from nearly three months or more, I was thinking what college I'm going to join?- I had made up my mind since childhood but that thinking was just for averment - . here in Mosul there is one governmental university that called : University of Mosul, and other non-governmental universities.

Here as opposite of nearly  the whole world, the governmental schools are better than non- governmental school. It has text books that used in the US, in England and even in Canada.

In fact, that was not the only thing . there are too many colleges are ignored here and are not taking the proper care like: the Engineering, Biology, Chemistry, and even Medicine and Pharmacy; When the Engineering is the most requested career in other countries like Malaysia which is one of the countries that Iraqis go to for getting jobs or escaping from the actual situation. Doctors were threatened here , the best doctors of the world ever have left Iraq to find peace and to work for other countries while Iraq is the most deserved country that they must serve.

I heard of  too many doctors and Iraqi scientists who  had to leave Iraq for NO REASON at  all and have to suffer the pain of being away from their homes. They are treasure… people!!! In other countries that they left  to ,United Arab  Emirates(UAE) for  example,  they are at the head of their career and no one can deny their competence.

Why do  they have to leave Iraq ??!!!

I had a problem of sleeping last night , I couldn't sleep well.. and I have this problem since I finished my High school.. IMAGINE!! And I have a feed problem , my weight now is 46.9 Kg that means lighter than a bag of wheat hahaha. I measured my blood pressure today and it is 12.8/ 6.5, it's so better than yesterday… it was 9.8/ 6.5.

Hopefully I'll get over these problems  when I start my college.

Actually I was thinking of my future and I was feeling so depressed .. please tell  me something that will give my  hope back… I usually get to be in this situation  .. the psychologists – in fact – I  refer it to the routine… oh till when  should I afford this tragedy??

I know this post is the contrary of the last post of mine .. please forgive me my friends .. people get to be depressed sometimes.. and this time I just can't hide it anymore!!

I'll go tomorrow to join college . and I hope this is a brand new step of my life that will be the doorway to a brighter  future    ..

I wait for the next opportunity that makes me here again.. till that time  all I can say: please pray for me and wish me  a good luck.

I have a kitten that I like,  I called her Lulu here is her photo:

And this is a pigeon that always comes to our house: