and if you want tخ read these lines , you welcome but it's nothing but talking ..talking without a listener !
talking to my friend now she is in Iraq now! she has been ibn batuta , leaving Baghdad, goهing to Kirkuk ,, leaving Kirkuk ,, going to Tikrit ! and i have never seen a place but Mosul and North of Iraq...
Today was boring with every thing this word can mean
I woke up at 12:30 PM ,,,, have nothing to do !! it's like you are in prison , prison with no charge !!
I think some times what the sky has thrown me here ??!!
It's my place .. my home ... but i cant stand it any more !! it chokes me with its love ! can't imagine to leave it and dream and wait any chance to get out of it ,, weird !!!!
Damn ,, it's something cant rid of !
It's without meaning !! my life now is without meaning !
That scraps about FULL OF ENRGY was a lie , a lie , I was faking it to shut up my mind form thinking ??!
and where the heaven that Energy will come from !?!? hhhahahaha
it's disappointment ! when someone can't find anything to raise his gages up but lies to his self ... lies to his mind .. to his dreams ,,, to his ambitions ...
WOW ... it's not life !
WELL, IN MY WAY I AM A LISTENER. HAVING BEEN A BIPOLAR DEPRESSIVE MOST OF MY LIFE, I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE, FOR NOW. WITH YOUR ESSENTIALLY POSITIVE AND IMAGINATIVE SOUL, I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE A GENUINE SMILE ON YOUR FACE BEFORE LONG. TOMORROW'S SUN WILL BRING YOU A NEW ANGEL ... PEACE WITH STRAWBERRIES ...
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