I was preparing for going to bed... yes, I'm very tired!!! i have to do so many studying tomorrow... but on The " Violet's world" that you can see on the right upper aspect of the blog. I was looking at -as always- who is visiting my blog and via what... I see there are as- i guess- two of my followers , silent followers ... i won't say from where are they. they visit my blog just after i post a new post.... it has been a long time since i noticed that... bt I'm looking for hearing their opinion about what I think here... any way even if they won't comment ... I'll be happy , there are people caring about what i say here.
i was thinking... about my life ... and what i have done in it. what is the point??? and Am going and following the right path in life???
Being a doctor is my pretty dream, But being Doctor in Iraq means Jaheem "hell"!!!!
yes, don't be surprised !!! it's very hard ;especially for a soft girl like me..... it means the following:
1- study , tough study for six years (five , this current junior year is involved)
2- it means going every day to some where far away from my house ;on the other side of the city.
3-at danger of being killed at any time. by a miss shot or right one.
4- devoting my life for people, who are here not all of them - i mean most of them- don't appreciate doctors!- I'm not in my full sense right now -
5-ending at age of 23. and then at least 2 years of practicing... and I'm not the kind of people who get graduated and then sit between 4 walls " it's for you B.D " :D
7- a tough life, during marriage. of course if i will get married. and means that I should forget about "NORMAL LIFE"
okay too many ,,,, too many . I'm tired now and I don't remember them. may be i'll do in another post.