Yes, I'm sorry>>>> maybe I overreacted … may be –in fact I'm- very sensitive. I do admit when I find something doesn't rhyme with what I see , I just shrank without facing the matter and surrender. In fact and I'm sure that I have the sufficient ability to face it and the capability of proving my point of view.
Maybe it's the consequences of the exams , and the hot weather, yes… believe it .. as I was studying today in my oven ; sorry my room I was about to melt and my brain was about to melt ,too.!!!!!the prblem i can't syudy other place !
Dad says it's always your worry about all simple things that makes the matters affect negatively on you. I knew a girl in my high school , she used to say to me" violet, your hair is going to whiten before its normal time". And every time I worry about things I remember this sentence but can't stop my silly worry.
I have reached something that NOTHING and NOBODY ever and never will stop me to be what I always dream ~~~~ is to be a doctor . no matter if that one was special or not!
I can promise anybody cares about me here that " I'll never let you down, I'll try what in my capacity and even much much more so that not to be in sorrow some day in my life"
At the end I love you my other family, my other world …….