Plans In Ramadan

What I've done of my Ramadan plans this year?

Frankly speaking , I'm confused since the beginning of 2010 or even since late 2009!

And actually you know why, or at least have an idea about what I've passed through those cursed months !

1-      Yes, I took a word form myself not to listen to music EVER, during Ramadan and about watching, I never watch any song already !

2-      And even when I use internet , I try to use it by the most useful way I can , either by looking for facts or searching what many verses of Quran mean and many other ways , away from time killing "chatting", or brain vexing " face book" , I don't have an account now , I hate the idea of face book and all social sites  at the first place, but I don't know what happened to me and made me exist there !

3-      I read Quran every day before "Asr prayer "

4-      I don't talk to any of my friends , I merely contact them , it's like Zakaria's fasting :)

5-      I don't even listen to my favorite  classical music , it puts salt on wounds !

6-      I have only one series show to watch on Abu dabi TV , it's "Takhit Sharki", I think it's enough!

You know what?

I don't feel Ramadan as I used to do before war , it's has turned to a period of time when you can only forbid food and drink to yourself , and can't forbid many  other bad things !

1-      They can't estop killing , and blood effusing !..

2-      They don't estop bad habits that come to our youth after war , like Pornographic bad T.V channels , that didn't exist before war

It's a holy month , and it supposed to be respected , I think if some one need to do some thing ·  Antagonist to our religion , he/she does it with her/his self and doesn’t make its effect public and make other friends and youth affected by their bad habits and behavior !God who judges them at the end !

We used in the past  that Ramadan is respected and transfigured, if someone needed to break his fasting he don't do it publicly and respect others who are fasting and respect the month its self!

Now people drink Bear and they think they are now FREE!

The problem is that , we can't understand the idea of freedom itself, all we understand Is to do  all the things which are illegal grounds to our Noveltied freedom !

We think democracy and freedom is to kill each other and kill everybody different form us in ideas and religion !

I don't know how Iraqis can  understand the idea of freedom, which based on freedom in mind and thoughts , where you can think what you think it's right and respect what's others think right!