Thursday, October 08, 2009
I live by the beach
Crying is what I remember that Sunday , it's situation doesn't need to be cried for!
I recall the moment the last time I hugged her and kissed her goodbye , with our tears washing my cheek and hers…
Next day my friends at college said are you sure it wasn't your marriage yesterday (opening mouth of my beauty hhhhh I'm kidding)
Wednesday was horrible , my friend fainted with hypocalcaemia ! I didn't know what I was feeling all I remember I took off her shoes and carried them with my hand in middle of the college as we delivered her to Emergency at hospital nearby!
Today was full of adventures , at physiology lab we had an experiment of RBC count , I have bad memories with blood! Every time I see someone Sucking it with needle my heart beats fasten and I go unconscious!
More over I insisted to be the donor of the blood and the one I sucks it with pipette!
I fainted !well, I have to strengthen my heart !
After this lab we have lecture also of physiology , frankly I didn't understand any thing .. feeling my brain would explode at any moment! Then I lastly looked at data show seeing some student sitting at first stage setting near a fan and his hair was jut FLYING , I poked Susu and said look at him I feel am in the beach , she burst laughing !
This slightly move my feeling and get me out of unconsciousness !
I'm tired , I'm lost , not feeing my days , I don't know it's hard to explain so I'll stop here avoiding more internal crying !