Spending night till 4 am on Computer, hanging out here and there … down loading a novel here .. uploading a book there …and then did Fajir prayer and went to bed like a baby !
It's tedium and loss of entusiasm AGAIN ,, and when the sky it wasn't it?!?!?!
Thinking of my youth is flowing like rapid Dijla water in Spring … without doing anything makes me satisfy of myself …
Even I've joined medical college , a year of that .. but I faced people and circumstances made me EMPTY of hope ,, Empty till I've become thirsty! .
I think .. living here is like a hell …
You can do nothing to stop wasting and misspending your life seeing your people dying before your eyes instead of Helping them to rise up !!!!
Girl at my age in other place ,,, has 10000000 times of rights more than me !
I've been bored of being the CUREENT ME !!!
I've been bored of seeing blood in streets !!
I've been bored of seeing people killed because they are SOMEBODY and Follow some concepts !!
I've been bored of wandering in streets to see them full of army like I'm in a battle field !!!
I've been bored of seeing streets full of clefts and on the sides demolished buldings and houses like I'm living in some where doesn't seem to have any relationship to civilization !!
I've been bored of seeing My country's culture in museums out of it .. after been stolen before IRAQIS !!!
I've been bored of being helpless
I've been bored
I've been bored
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Till I change my current situation !!
And life goes on !! :))
