Violet:I LOVE this song but i'm singing it now with bitterness!
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent...
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wandering here and there at home... leaving this room... entering that one...escaping form heat and the heat followng me... the informations don't stick in my head as i haven't studied the lectures before...
no thing i can do but PATIENCE!
and "nothing i have truly mine!"
Pray for me please!
