setting while staring and thinking about what I have done the 18 years and some monthes ago, and what i'm going to do... what were my dreams and what are my aims.. what people i used to know ... and what people i'm going to meet. wondering about what i have achieved and what has left to be achieved, i realized that they are too many.. too many that they can't be counted.. first is to complete what i have just begun this year... the dream of dreams... my only destiny.. my aim since i was six.. is to be a doctor...
i wonder sometimes; do i have the enough courage to be that heavenly person??.. am i ready to take this responsibility.. or i'm certain that i can do this otherwise i wouldn't stick to this dream like honey on skin in a summery day.. what will i do when i'm in charge and reponsible for the lives of too many people... what will i do when i'll see a baby crying with pain.. seeing this one is enough to me to feel the real PAIN...
as a matter of fact it is not in my hands i can't help it, i believe in angles... (with other word i believe in God-allah-) he'll guide me to what he has already planned to me.. the people i'm gonna meet.. the world i'm gonna see... the problems i'm gonna face....
i think healing some one in need is the holy thing that can only make me cherich my life.
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far away from this subject:
what would you feel if you don't have a single drop of water in your house.??? tell me your answer, may be you feel what i'm feeling now..
furthur information :the water has been cut off since unlimitted period in our neighbourhood
