Sunday, December 28, 2008

Violet Is Sad

It was really bad day today!!! We had 3 exams !!! OMG. I was studying too hard last night even since Friday .. I was sure that I'll do fine with them but soon it was proven contrarily.. You have no idea how I feel depressed now .. even in one of them I was asked to do the refractive index experiment .. can you believe I forgot how to do it !!! after having a sufficient shock in the first exam I forgot even what time is was or where I have been !!! indeed very bad !!!!

Even with the computers' exam; I didn't know what had happened to me !!! this is the  last thing I care about..  coz I really    love computers .. anyway the college today was empty .. just the workers and us !!! and it was really dull  .. I stopped thinking for a second and I started to find 

a way to put an end to this mess , but soon I realized that there is no solution .. time is passing and it doesn't wait anybody… no matter who is he.. after returning home .. I started crying..  I really felt helpless .. my family tried to encourage me … all of them actually .. but my father said " my daughter, dear.. please forget what has happened and let what occurred today behind your back.. this is not the end of life!!, with your achievements  .. you must say that to people and not to been said!!.. to forget every bad thing, and start from the beginning no matter how bad the past was … " anyway I felt a little relieved after hearing that and tiny spots of hope returned again to my uneasy face ..

Sorry guys this post caused a big depression to you .. but if I can't say what I feel on my blog .. where the sky can I say it ..

BTW, a big explosion has just happened .. It shocked me !!! indeed it's unbearable day !! right?



  1. Violet needs to smile, because she has a very nice blog and many great friends who care very deeply about her :D

    I know school is hard, I am having some stress myself with all of the different classes I need to pick! Haha.

  2. cheer up violet please. :D
    You have many more exams and this was just practice, basically its over. You should be smiling. IA you are safe, and hope your weeks get better.
    love from baghdad

  3. Hi Violet, thanks for visiting my blog. I'll make sure to visit your blog often. Take care! :D

  4. hai Violet,
    How are you.Me again from malaysia.
    I would like to share the following news. I wonder if you know anything about it.
    MOSUL - A suicide bomber on a bicycle in Iraqs northern city of Mosul targeted a protest condemning Israeli air raids on the Gaza Strip, killing one civilian and wounding 16, police said. 'One civilian was killed and 16 were wounded when a suicide bomber blew himself'.

  5. Oh, I understand the frustration you feel..

    " Whatever your fate is, whatever the hell happens, you say, "This is what I need." It may look like a wreck, but go at it as though it were an opportunity, a challenge. If you bring love to that moment—not discouragement—you will find the strength is there. Any disaster that you can survive is an improvement in your character, your stature, and your life. What a privilege! This is when the spontaneity of your own nature will have a chance to flow. Then, when looking back at your life, you will see that the moments which seemed to be great failures followed by wreckage were the incidents that shaped the life you have now. You'll see that this is really true. Nothing can happen to you that is not positive. Even though it looks and feels at the moment like a negative crisis, it is not. The crisis throws you back, and when you are required to exhibit strength, it comes." ~ Joseph Campbell

    Speak your mind.. it's your blog.
    You write what you want, we read what we want!

  6. C.H.
    Thank you so much:) , your comments always lift my spirit!! I wish you good luck with your picking :D
    Thank you girl! I liked your comment.. I feel better now :)
    Thank you for visiting mine , too:)
    And thanx for commenting
    Hi to you too, I'm fine but as I said I was really depressed :D
    Anyway.. I heard about that news .. Iraqis are dying here people !!
    Thank you for commenting:)
    And BTW, you are welcomed any time :)
    Girl , I liked your quote of Joseph Campbell , really great!!!
    You are right it's my blog, hahaha..
    Thanks for passing:)

  7. Solymone,

    There is a lot more going on in Iraq than just terrorist attacks...Iraq is on its way to be a great country with one of the most formidable armies in the Middle East.

    I don't know how the media is in Malyasia, but I have a feeling it might portray Iraq in a negative light, which is not good.

  8. Thanks C.H. for corresponding to my comments. Honestly I really appreciated that.
    However, first and foremost I am still hoping that Violet won’t be so sad. Pray always and think positive, because there could be a beautiful tomorrow.
    With permission from violet, I would like to response to C.H.
    "I guess in a way you are right. Like you who are also far away in California, USA, most of the time, we are shown negative elements by the media now a days. Which is off course, negative.
    Unfortunately, from what I see in the TV and news paper it shows a lot of ‘ heart breaking’ stories from Iraq. It implied a war-torn country. Especially surrounding the mystical city of Baghdad; the historical city of Aladdin, Ali Baba and Sinbad.
    Sorry to say,almost every day something unpleasant shown on the international news like CNN, Aljazeera and BBC. I am sorry though for saying this.
    However, like an artist, I personally credited the people of Iraq for being patient and strong in facing all these ‘breath taking’ circumstances.
    I pray and hope that one day, Iraq especially Mosul will be transformed into an heavenly place that I used to dream off and wish to visit, someday."
    Thanks, anyway

  9. C.H,
    Yes , there are other things except terrorists' attacks .. there are us !!! Iraqis !!! the people who will never give up .. and the trying people and most determined human beings on earth.. my dear earth.. There are our ancestors.. there is our history.. there are our growing children … who will figure out our bright future … and change our present.. by the will of God everything is gonna to be all right!

    Thank you for caring about how I feel:).. I feel better now.. coz as I said the last thing I admit is the loss of hope …
    I pray Mosul will be as you said and Iraq , too .. it's with its over nice people .. but it need the touch of God.. the blessing of prophets who had delivered their Holy messages to us in this holy place .. we pray for God's mercy to help us .. we believe Allah will never forget us !
    BTW.. i hope you will visit Iraq , someday :)
    Thanks for both of you :)

  10. Solymone,

    If it is okay, I would like to add you to my blogroll...I like to discuss events from all over the world, and having a link to a blogger from Malaysia would be very exciting!


  11. Hi violet, i know im too late to say this,cheer up and your spirit high. dont think about the past and feel frustrated on the contrary, we are learning of our still got many exams.keep smiling.
    may god protect you and your family.
    best wishes

  12. Thank You B.D.
    May God keep you with all your family safe..


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