That feeling again

Everything is getting so boring !


And everything is the same !

I feel my soul has been left somewhere, and I'm just tempting to put together what I have left of it…!

It's just the "lost" feeling again, and I'm struggling  to get out of it!

All my life; the things used to happen to me so fast ! easy come and hard to go !

aldoscence … I have just experienced it through these last two years … all those 17 years were faked aldoscence !

and now I feel I'm a complete woman … with brain , soul, heart ….

I can make a decision, and be responsible to it … I no longer get angry for silly things … I use my feeling  by a better way ….

This is all for now … and I can't help waiting to be an aunt !

and this is for you ....