I woke up today with miserable situation, the sinuses ( the allergy ) again and the same annoying headache.. several days ago I have seen dr. OZ on MBC 4 channel showing a method to treat sinuses. It was disgusting way, indeed but he said it works! I'm not thinking of doing it anyway :D. I was not realizing where am I really !this morning , it's like there is someone was pushing firmly on the both sides of my head! My sister after seeing my terrible state gave me a capsule ! it's the blue-white capsule which I HATE !!! then I returned to the bed again and never woke up till 2 pm !
A couple of days ago , the morning also was horrible but with other way .. as always I don't wake up early , not for a reason believe me ! it's because of my room :D . I don't know when the morning begins in it!! it's so dark … no hope ! its position is against the sun … I'm not going to dwell ;I'll tell the story : I was awokened by the voice of my little sister saying :" mama, mama, mama.." yes , she repeated that many times and her voice was trembling with fear. I then heard " mama, mama .. the soldiers are knocking our door !! " , mama was upstairs – I don't know what she was doing till now - .. (M)'s fear was reasonless , I don't know why she was crying like this ! the last time they searched our house .. they were friendly ! anyway my heart's beats accelerate also I don't know why either ! maybe it's the way I was awokened by ! directly I wore my Hijab , hide my mobile and laptop – earlier they had worn people to hide any mobile before any searching process- and then running so fast down stairs – I don't know If I descended the stairs step by step or simply jumped 14 steps at the same time !
it wasn't searching anyway , hhhhhhhhh
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I have been out of the coverage area at the present time , don't know why ! it's like I'm on earth out of it ! I have no idea what's going out there in the world ! my life has been just A VERY ANNOYING ROUTINE!
I was thinking of closing my other blog but for the sake of a very dear friend to me – cheers to you my friend! :D –and for the sake of the comments there ; I decided not to close it! Anyway it's just an avocation and my mood is not helping me to write anything nowadays ..
A couple of days ago , the morning also was horrible but with other way .. as always I don't wake up early , not for a reason believe me ! it's because of my room :D . I don't know when the morning begins in it!! it's so dark … no hope ! its position is against the sun … I'm not going to dwell ;I'll tell the story : I was awokened by the voice of my little sister saying :" mama, mama, mama.." yes , she repeated that many times and her voice was trembling with fear. I then heard " mama, mama .. the soldiers are knocking our door !! " , mama was upstairs – I don't know what she was doing till now - .. (M)'s fear was reasonless , I don't know why she was crying like this ! the last time they searched our house .. they were friendly ! anyway my heart's beats accelerate also I don't know why either ! maybe it's the way I was awokened by ! directly I wore my Hijab , hide my mobile and laptop – earlier they had worn people to hide any mobile before any searching process- and then running so fast down stairs – I don't know If I descended the stairs step by step or simply jumped 14 steps at the same time !
it wasn't searching anyway , hhhhhhhhh
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I have been out of the coverage area at the present time , don't know why ! it's like I'm on earth out of it ! I have no idea what's going out there in the world ! my life has been just A VERY ANNOYING ROUTINE!
I was thinking of closing my other blog but for the sake of a very dear friend to me – cheers to you my friend! :D –and for the sake of the comments there ; I decided not to close it! Anyway it's just an avocation and my mood is not helping me to write anything nowadays ..
