A long Journey Of Agony

Have you ever imagined the feeling of being helpless , unable ,disabled to do any simple thing to save someone from death ?

It's a long journey of agony ... end point .

Need a help:please

It was a big change in my views .. ideas and plans since I've returned !


I'm looking for any way to get out of this damn place , feel I'm cursed or something !\

Spending all the day long in sleeping and I have nothing to do although I'm 20 years old!

I won't allow any body to steal my youth ..

And I won't let it be passed with ignorant people who don't understand how to live ..

And I'm looking for any GOOD university , uses English in education

But I don't prefer it exists in any Arab country

Dear readers …


Form all around the world


I ask you a help for the first time ..


Please .. if you live in a city has an internationally good university uses Englishand has a medical college , don't hesitate to tell me any information about every this I'm asked in order to study in it


You can send these information at : Violet.pureheart@gmail.com


Or:


Violet.iraq@gmail.com


Thanks A lot

Violet Shots and Disappointments

I don't have any thing to say now but to celebrate Violet for peace's birthday, This is my first post : Global warming .... and to inaugurate my new blog violet-shots.blogspot.com..

and if you want tخ read these lines , you welcome but it's nothing but talking ..talking without a listener !


talking to my friend now she is in Iraq now! she has been ibn batuta , leaving Baghdad, goهing to Kirkuk ,, leaving Kirkuk ,, going to Tikrit ! and i have never seen a place but Mosul and North of Iraq...
Today was boring with every thing this word can mean
I woke up at 12:30 PM ,,,, have nothing to do !! it's like you are in prison , prison with no charge !!
I think some times what the sky has thrown me here ??!!
It's my place .. my home ... but i cant stand it any more !! it chokes me with its love ! can't imagine to leave it and dream and wait any chance to get out of it ,, weird !!!!


Damn ,, it's something cant rid of !
It's without meaning !! my life now is without meaning !
That scraps about FULL OF ENRGY was a lie , a lie , I was faking it to shut up my mind form thinking ??!
and where the heaven that Energy will come from !?!? hhhahahaha


it's disappointment ! when someone can't find anything to raise his gages up but lies to his self ... lies to his mind .. to his dreams ,,, to his ambitions ...
WOW ... it's not life !