Hopes and the dream!

It's the second visit to hospital ! I'm so excited !....
The first patient was 85 years old, but mashallah she was healthy and has sense of   humor !
After the session I  made a  picnic with soso in the hospital garden :D , other things of
my life are improving (I pray for that ) and I hope this year will be better !
See ya

Finally in hospital !

Hi all !
I miss you people  ! I miss my blog and your comments!
Nothing important has happened since the last entire, but today was a big deal !!
Today is the first day in my clinical life! Today is the first day when I'm able to wear stethoscope on my neck and hold neurological testing hummer in my hand !
It's huge transformation from a theoretic study to clinical applications , I can't explain my feeling now,, but it's my life long dream before my eyes !

Silly Dream!

Have you every dreamed  of being in Turkey and the people there are talking to you in French in order to make you understand what they say :D

All right , Eid is coming ..

I woke up unusually today at 11:30 AM , and directly headed to second floor and started to clean up , then I got downstairs and .. made some cooking and then started  cleaning the first floor !

I'm the big sister now, and this is a disgusting feeling :D

I used to ask mom when I was younger , why should we clean if nobody will visit us ,( we usually make visits and rarely  there is someone to visit us!)??

Then I realized the one has to be clean for himself and family , and not necessarily he does so to satisfy others!

I'm not going well with my friend (she is not Soso), and I'm afraid I'll lose her !, I don't know what to do !

She has the same horoscope , and nearly the same characteristics and I know well how is difficult to deal with me , so  I've known this better  by dealing with my mirror reflection !!

I don't know …

Maybe i had to keep just soso as a best friend !

Alright!

I wish you a happy Eid all of you :)

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I've just heard that a pastor in Florida decided to burn Qur'an at 11/9- Saturday!
Do you think by such acts , we will have  peace some day?!?!?!?!

read this
and this

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Pray for me,  I'll have  a hospital like this someday !


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Closest places to my heart ...

Paris

Paris

London

Beruit-Lebanon

Antalya- Turkey

Antalya-Turkey

Egyptian Bazar-Istanbul

Sultan Ahmet Mosque - Istanbul

Highly commended

I  was planing with myself many days ago to write about Khawater by Ahmed Alshugeiry , but I didn't find words and felt speechless, so I let you this time with A post not written by me , but speaks to my morals , principles , aims, plans , thoughts, and absolutely with my hopes to Islam and Islamic youth,   ... you can see this

 Khawater by peace

I wish I have NOT returned !

Ah God,

It's the first time i breathe an air that doesn't contain killed people blood.. doesn’t contain hit men's breaths

It's first time I feel I'm alive , I'm human …

Mockingly I have this feeling outside my country , which I love/hate more than anything else.

I returned yesterday morning, and after return I entered  into a deep depressing chaos !



I don't want to live here any more …!

I hoped that after I return I'll see Iraq's government will be established!

And nothing has happened but murders and blood!

When we will live like humans ?

When I will have that right to walk in the street with no need for somebody to protect me ?

When I will have the right to act , wear, dream , talk and aspire freely with no fear only from my God?!

When I will see hospitals are clean?

When I'm going to see mosul is clean?

When I will see my collage is on of the best in the world as it's used to be?!!

سُحقا لكل من يريد تدمير معنويات الناس وأحلامهم

سُحقا لكل من يتربص بالناس الفرص ، للايقاع بهم وقتلهم من دون اية ذنب!

سُحقا للمهمشين الذي يظهرون فجأة ويختفون كالصراصير التي تحاول نثر براثنها القذرة في عقولنا

لعنهم الله واخزاهم ، وحفظنا شهرهم

I'm planning to write again in my blog"يالله عيني سولفلنا",

I thank new followers who have joined violet for peace in my absence …

And I wish you Happy, blessed Ramathan :)

A dream Has come true !

Desperate Dreams

As a student who has finished her  high school from nearly three months or more, I was thinking what college I'm going to join?- I had made up my mind since childhood but that thinking was just for averment - . here in Mosul there is one governmental university that called : University of Mosul, and other non-governmental universities.

Here as opposite of nearly  the whole world, the governmental schools are better than non- governmental school. It has text books that used in the US, in England and even in Canada.

In fact, that was not the only thing . there are too many colleges are ignored here and are not taking the proper care like: the Engineering, Biology, Chemistry, and even Medicine and Pharmacy; When the Engineering is the most requested career in other countries like Malaysia which is one of the countries that Iraqis go to for getting jobs or escaping from the actual situation. Doctors were threatened here , the best doctors of the world ever have left Iraq to find peace and to work for other countries while Iraq is the most deserved country that they must serve.

I heard of  too many doctors and Iraqi scientists who  had to leave Iraq for NO REASON at  all and have to suffer the pain of being away from their homes. They are treasure… people!!! In other countries that they left  to ,United Arab  Emirates(UAE) for  example,  they are at the head of their career and no one can deny their competence.

Why do  they have to leave Iraq ??!!!

I had a problem of sleeping last night , I couldn't sleep well.. and I have this problem since I finished my High school.. IMAGINE!! And I have a feed problem , my weight now is 46.9 Kg that means lighter than a bag of wheat hahaha. I measured my blood pressure today and it is 12.8/ 6.5, it's so better than yesterday… it was 9.8/ 6.5.

Hopefully I'll get over these problems  when I start my college.

Actually I was thinking of my future and I was feeling so depressed .. please tell  me something that will give my  hope back… I usually get to be in this situation  .. the psychologists – in fact – I  refer it to the routine… oh till when  should I afford this tragedy??

I know this post is the contrary of the last post of mine .. please forgive me my friends .. people get to be depressed sometimes.. and this time I just can't hide it anymore!!

I'll go tomorrow to join college . and I hope this is a brand new step of my life that will be the doorway to a brighter  future    ..

I wait for the next opportunity that makes me here again.. till that time  all I can say: please pray for me and wish me  a good luck.

I have a kitten that I like,  I called her Lulu here is her photo:

And this is a pigeon that always comes to our house: